Original Song Lyrics
BMI - Savage Kitten Publishing
Bittersweet LP (2013)
The Silence
We sat beneath the stars
At a fire and played our new guitars
And I wondered how long this was gonna last
Because picture perfect memories
Just come with all those tougher things
And pain’s the best reminder of your past
I watched the meteors fall
On a world that hardly cared at all
Leaving silver trails of dust across the sky
Of indigo blue that matched my mood
And with constellations for tattoos
And I watched them fade away and quickly die
So many theories wrong and soon disproved
So many ideas lost among the feud
So many conversations that are sadly misconstrued
And lost among debate and needless violence
We need the silence
We walked in a haunted place
With tattered walls and empty space
And a musty smell that drenched the nighttime air
Neither of us said a word
And we waited till we heard the birds
And realized not once had we ever been scared
So many theories wrong and soon disproved
So many ideas lost among the feud
So many conversations that are sadly misconstrued
And lost among debate and needless violence
We need the silence
I saw my grandpa’s mind
Fly away and leave some bits behind
That made him smile with each time that they appeared
I wonder if he feels the pain
But it seems he never will complain
Whenever his whole family is near
So many theories wrong and soon disproved
So many ideas lost among the feud
So many conversations that are sadly misconstrued
And lost among debate and needless violence
We need the silence
Bittersweet
Felicity grew a garden
She planted with her hands
She reminisced in her myths
A believer in romance
Felicity grew a garden
It turned to paradise
But without rain she could not grow
And without rain she would not know
What would be the price
The ground beneath her feet, it was bitter, it was sweet
The ground beneath her feet, it was bitter
Felicity grew a garden
A haven safe from fate
And the ground beneath her feet, it was bitter, it was sweet
But the fruit from it she ate
The ground beneath her feet, it was bitter, it was sweet
The ground beneath her feet, it was bitter...
Lemons in Chamomile
I saw your ghost,
he said good morning,
I said I wished I was,
I said I wished I was,
Inside the house,
I poured us tea,
so we could talk respectably,
but every time you looked at me,
it made me feel like lemons in chamomile,
I saw your ghost,
I said how are you,
he said I wished I was,
he said I wished I was,
outside the house,
your feet grew cold,
i said i liked your shoes and you didn't reply,
i said I have a lot to say and that I try,
but every time I just,
I see your ghost...
I said I wished I was,
I said I wished I was,
wished I was,
you.
I saw your ghost.
Bulletproof Glass
I grew up in a sheltered home
Residing in a fragile dome
Made of bulletproof glass and last-second glances back
We knew we were not alone
At heart he was a conqueror
Napoleon the punk rocker
For to live ingloriously is to die each day
A dark and profound thing to say
Can anybody hear me now?
I'm like a tree growing on infertile ground
I stand tall but I can’t make a sound
Look up to the ceiling’s stars
We’ll try and find out what is ours
To try and put a name on everything we see is almost blasphemy
Can’t you just let it be
Mumbles of self-conscious doubt
They turned to marbles rolling in my mouth
And now whenever I try to speak, you never hear me out
Isn’t that what love’s about?
Can anybody hear me now?
I'm like a tree growing on infertile ground
I stand tall but I can't make a sound
Can anybody hear me now
Brake
I feel I'm getting somewhere
cause life is passing by
but my mind is made of water
and I can't help but sigh,
And I know I shouldn't care,
but sometimes I'm going under,
and I know this isn't fair,
but I don't want to steal your thunder,
You told me I could drive but it was just another lie,
now I'm trying to survive but I might just break down and die,
I need a brake..
I know I'm prone to crash,
I'll probably crash and burn,
cause I'm going way too fast,
but it's still my turn,
And I know I shouldn't care,
but sometimes I'm going under,
and I know this isn't fair,
but I don't want to steal your thunder,
You told me I could drive but it was just another lie,
now I'm trying to survive but I might just break down and die,
I need a brake.
City of Cardboard
Fibers in the light of a projector, catch fire
Wolf in the front yard, look out from your door and admire
Drink your tea with sympathy, while organized chaos awaits
Because I’ve told you in the past, but it never seems to resonate
When there’s a wolf at your door, don’t just try and ignore
All the things outside your city of cardboard
One day it’ll burn and the lesson you’ll learn
Is your paper holds nothing but words and records
The music is within his hands and his heart
And in his mind, all of the planets are marbles in the stars
But this game of Pretending is so apprehending these days
And all of your time is spent comprehending this game
When there’s a wolf at your door, don’t just try and ignore
All of the things outside your city of cardboard
One day it’ll burn and the lesson you’ll learn
Is your paper holds nothing
And so if your mundane existence withstands
I look to put some truth inside your open hands
So share in some telepathy, while organized chaos awaits
Because I’ve told you in the past, but it doesn’t seem to resonate
When there’s a wolf at your door, don’t just try and ignore
All the things outside your city of cardboard
One day it’ll burn and the lesson you’ll learn
Is your paper holds nothing but words and records
Grisly Bear
Bird on the road with the jellyfish brain
Beetle brown eyes, stay in the right lane
Dog at the end of the street laughs loud
All the little critters lying on the ground
Staring up at the placid blue of an October sky…
My grizzly bear, I don’t care, I don’t care if you’re grisly
Girl with a dress has a soft stuffed cub
So does the man with a job at the pub
Crocodile leather, I’ve won this game
But picking bones is such a pain
Staring up at the placid blue of an October sky…
My grizzly bear, I don’t care, I don’t care if you’re grisly
Now I’m caught between your deadly arms
I don’t wanna start a fight
With my glass eyeballs and my cleared out brain
I still can’t see what’s right
My grizzly bear, I don’t care, I don’t care if you’re grisly
My grizzly bear, I don’t care, I don’t care if you’re grisly
Golden Lantern
Golden lantern in the sky
I passed time and watched you fly
Burning holes into the night
Before you choke and we lose sight
First you rise and then you fall
Oh you make me feel so small
Graceful as a firefly
Beautiful until you die
Drowning far beneath the sea
Tossed around by endless green
Nothing but a paper bag
Nothing but an ash-filled rag
Miso Soup
It was one year ago when I felt my heart stop
While in the aisle of the local food coop
Amid the packs of miso soup you were standing transcendental
Right there and then I knew our love would be coincidental
And with a yelp those packs did fall
You came to help you bought it all
Oh what a happy accident
I didn’t know what I was looking for
Oh what a happy accident
I didn’t know it was in store
I said that I liked Kikkoman, and you replied, me too
You said that you liked miso soup now baby I like you
We bonded over miso soup so romantically
Now the rest is history (You make miso happy)
Oh what a happy accident
I didn’t know what I was looking for
Oh what a happy accident
I didn’t know what was in store
Now we tell all our friends our tale of serendipity
Of staring in each others eyes alone in aisle 3
How fateful it was we were in the same store
But I won’t tell you that I saw you there before
And with a yelp those packs did fall
You came to help, you bought it all
Oh what a happy accident
I didn’t know what I was looking for
Oh what a happy accident
I didn’t know what was in store
Tragic Mishaps
James K. Brown was an alcoholic man
Drove his Ford into a white Sudan
He never found what he was looking for
A way to crash into a life full of open doors
When they were closed before
Beautiful itch in the kitchen chair
Breathing in a sharp slice of air
These tragic mishaps happen all the time
Exceeding all the deaths by homicide
To people in their prime
Sarah Mae would die within the air
Withered leaves dark on her yellow flower
Her stories gathered up around her eyes
The only things consistent in her life
Bright like fireflies
And when she fell down the concrete stairs
The fabric of normality began to tear
And Sarah Mae was forever changed
But still the lamplike fireflies in her eyes remained
A snapshot in my brain
And though it’s hard for us to try and understand
Maybe tragic mishaps were always in the plan
And when we stumble and we trip into fatality
Maybe we just open our eyes to reality
Like waking from a dream
Us
It’s difficult to say where it began
That bitter feeling when I held your hand
It’s been too long
It’s been too long
June came, a yellow wedding day
The sun reflected off Lake Michigan spray
But that day’s long gone
That day’s long gone
We said that we would always be friends
But happy’s not the way most stories end
And though this isn’t quite what I expected
I stand corrected
These apparitions of a happy past
Like anything they cannot truly last
They’re not lifelong
Not lifelong
But there will come a day I’ll understand
I’ll look to you with an extended hand
My grip will be strong
I’ll be so strong
We said that we would always be friends
I’m writing out a new and better end
And truly this is what I first expected
We’re still connected
Benign Disillusion
I’m stuck in a state of severe confusion
I’m stuck in a state of benign disillusion
Because I feel that I just can’t refuse in
Finding my way back to you
You caught me off guard, with your highly trained words
You’d absorbed the knowledge of the calls of the birds
And I leaned in to hear what you were saying to her
But your voice just wouldn’t come through
And I couldn’t believe that you wouldn’t receive
The hints that I was sending
And I couldn’t quite tell if you knew it was hell
To deal with your pretending
So please make up your mind
Be present or just be resigned
I’m caught in a net of severe confusion,
A bear trap well placed in a leafy illusion
An ironic cage of iron seclusion
That is locked and is missing it’s key
I was wondering if you had known what you’ve done
Or if all your cruel torment has only begun
But you didn’t expect that you’d be outdone
For I found a new man who loves me
And I couldn’t believe that you wouldn’t receive
The hints that I was sending
And I couldn’t quite tell if you knew it was hell
To deal with your pretending
So please make up your mind
Be present or just be resigned
So please make up your mind
Be present or just be resigned
Mangrove
Dark woods, tall trees, reaching for me
I think sunlight’s gone
Metacognition, keys in ignition
Trying to be strong
Blue night, dry leaves, ignite finally
There’s that fire in my heart
My mind is lightning, tells me to not leave
But leaving is just the start
Of something new
When beasts grow old where do they go?
Time marks the journey into the mangrove
And so must I look with my own eyes
To search for the truth that lies in the unknown
Bitter, strangled, my hair’s tangled
But roots have always been a part of me
Questions on changing, and we’re all still aging
But I’m not scared to embark
On something new
When beasts grow old, where do they go?
Time marks the journey into the mangrove
And so must I look with my own eyes
To search for the truth that lies in the unknown
Blessed
That was the last time
Beneath that scarlet sky
When manmade comets made the earth vomit fire
The air smelled of cigarettes
And crackled like the static of old cassettes
The houses had been sleeping just prior
Dark and starless, new catharsis
Sudden sharpness, where’s your conscience
Tear my heart out from the hole in my chest
Warped and twisted, they persisted
And do we still believe they know what’s best…
Does anyone feel blessed?
Cold as glass, white as bone
Pinpricks in the great unknown
Are hidden behind charcoal clouds
Bombs are weightless,
Fatal, faceless
And when they fall, they hardly make a sound
Dark and starless, new catharsis
Sudden sharpness, where’s your conscience
Tear my heart out from the hole in my chest
Warped and twisted, they persisted
And do we still believe they know what’s best…